After a long time I've felt the "munchies" of writing something down. I read my old posts and have come to realise that I've come far. I am the kind of person who says (and writes), a bit too much and things I don't mean. In other words I'm not very smooth with my comments, but thats just me, I often think afterwards.
My life now is so different, other responsibilities but even if I'm working I still kind of lack the feeling of work. And that's a good thing! I guess. Cause if you don't see your work as a liability you can enjoy it on a totally different level. I love my work, but then again I've just been working for about 2 months.
Things change but the most important thing that you don't! However development, mental growth are totally different. Someone once said "Developing is not the same thing as growing old, it is when you stop developing you start to grow old".
I guess that's what they mean with the phrase "to grow old gracefully" AND accepting everything that comes along with it as a gift. I still remember me asking my grandma about when I would get those beautiful lines she had on her face and her silvergrey hair. Why is ageing something to be looked down on. For me these lines are a reminders of a person's wisdom and life experience. So to hell with anti wrinkle creams that awake shame in people for being beautiful.
